Why is it so hard to change bad destructive habits? Why is it that I fear change so much? Fear failing to change? Why must things always be so black or white? Fail or pass? Tomorrow is Monday... how many "Mondays" have come and gone with nothing changed? Nothing gained? The wonderful thing about tomorrow is, it is another chance to change. To become who I really want to be.
Gratitude- a husband who loves me as I am, daughters who delight and joy, and sometimes show their appreciation for all of the things I do for them, my prell... her kk... in laws I love and parents who still care.
Goal for Monday- positive attitude, deep breaths, and smart healthful choices... not failing... not letting a moment of weakness sabotage my efforts... homework, work, and gym. Being in bed by 9. :)
